— George Carlin
I was reading my blog from last year, just thought I’d share.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Haven’t touched this shit in a while…I figured I might as well fuck with this since I have some time to spare, and some shit to blast.
In a nutshell, 08 was a fucking BLAST. If I were to give it a title, I’d probably call it “GROWTH.” Through those 12 months, SO MUCH shit had happened. Friendships STARTED, ENDED, and most importantly STRENGTHENED. I can’t fuck with the deep talks, “small” talks that ain’t really small, serious talks that hits you through the heart. I had some really interesting, new experiences that changed me—whether it may be for the better or for the worse. Those “FUCK MY LIFE” moments that pushed me to the edge. Choices I made, the shit I walked in and out of. Through all that shit, I think I experienced quite a huge amount of self discovery, and that’s all that really matters to me. Whatever I did in the past year, it was a demonstration of ME. It’s unfair to look back, because I was just plainly doing ME. “Everything that happens is for a reason.” Some shit I fucked up on, but you GROW UP and you LEARN.
09..you’ve been good to me so far. I know my “new year” post is late and shit, but sue me, I don’t give a fuck. 09..same shit, different year. TONS of self discovery as I reach that higher level of maturity, and more growth, through hardships and experiences. Main priority is to ENJOY. Life is short, CARPE DIEM. I’m still young and I won’t be forever, so now is my chance to get off my feet and do SOMETHING, get all the things I WANT.
Looking back, I’ve grown SO MUCH throughout the past year. One of the things that I actually enjoy doing is to look back in life and just reliving these moments with the people that made it happen for me. All the crazy things I did during the past year, I did for the MEMORIES that would stay with me forever (considering I don’t get amnesia or something haha) But regardless, my memories with my favorite people are probably one of the things that I cherish the most in life. I’ll grow up sharing these experiences with my kids, my grandkids (if I even live that long ahahha) and most importantly, the same people that’s holding it down for me now. I was in a great relationship with a great girl that I experienced and enjoyed most of my year with, I have an unusual group of friends that never failed to make me happy and a great family that would never leave me alone. Yes, I’ve developed plenty of bad habits, and that’s a shame on me. Actually fuck that, I’m pretty damn glad that I developed these habits, because everything that I did made me for what I am NOW. It’s best to live life for today, and I think that’s where a lot of people fuck up on. A lot of kids overachieve early on in life and end up neglecting living for the moment and missing out on once in a lifetime experiences that life offers. (But then again, I never overachieved so feel free to disagree hahaha) So go out there, do things that you’ve always wanted to do and break free from your limits, because there’s nothing worse than that regret of ‘not trying.’ Well I’m gonna cut this short, sorry if it was long and corny hahah but with that being said, lets get fucked up! Happy New Years everyone!
Toy Story Mania, Ca Adventure
BEST RIDE EVAAAH!
Yessss! I got pulling power like crazy, I’ll slay any niggas who step up! Hahahah
I finally decided to join this tumblr thing, even tho it took me a little bit to figure out how to work it haha. There’s only one reason why I made this: because it’s winter break and I have nothing else better to do than live in front of my computer! Actually I’m probably gonna enjoy having this cause I always tend to have feelings to blow and shit haha. I’m probably gonna spark some interesting shit in here every now and then, cause generic written blogs are BORING AS FUCK, ADMIT IT! Someone still needs to show my way around this tho because I’m still pretty lost haha. So like, uhhh, follow me I guess?!